The Letter I Never Sent

For two years, I had the privilege of dating a wonderful young man. This is the letter I wrote him but never sent – redrafted with added years of hindsight (which, as we all know, is 20/20). It’s about love, and remorse, and theft, and getting things totally, totally wrong.

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On Losing a Friend

How do you reconcile the different sorts of love? How do you risk loving someone you depend on? How do you deal with the constant confusion of desperation and gratitude? There’s a special kind of bereavement for those you lose though they keep on living.

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2016 in Review

2016 has not been my worst year. 2014 was the year that truly taught me how to deal with feeling small. Finals, heartbreak, losing family, losing myself. As I look back on these trying times, I share what I’ve learned about practising gratitude and keeping hope alive.

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NaNoWriMo Day 15 + Health Update

My word count has fallen significantly behind my goal projection, because I had my first PHYSIOTHERAPY on Thursday! It was a really positive, albeit completely bizarre, experience.

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NaNoWriMo: Day 8 + Belated Thankful Thursday + Ouchhhhhhh

Yes, it is safe to say, I have been flagging. I was hoping to get at least a week in before I began to wobble but alas, it took me just five days. In my defence, I knew I wouldn鈥檛 be writing for two of them because of being in London. What I didn鈥檛 foresee (though I probably should have done) was the massive blooming flare-up that followed my Big City jaunt.

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Bright Lights, Big City

The doctor made a point of telling me he didn鈥檛 want to cause any more pain than was absolutely necessary. Which, to a chronic pain sufferer, is always one of the nicest things you could wish to hear from anyone, anytime, anywhere. Especially when your knees are spread and your knickers are halfway across the room.

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Heartbreak is Pain, Too.

For two years, I have had the privilege of dating a wonderful young man. He鈥檚 kind, thoughtful, sensitive, respectful, intelligent, loving, not to mention extremely handsome, with beautiful blue eyes and a heart-melting smile. Last week, I ended that two-year relationship.

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